Just Ignore It

And I've said it many times
Wheter I have used these words or not, I forget.But tonight, I'm thrrough
Choking on the words I could never feel!
Or have come to known.
Could I have granted one wish,
Oh, how Time would have been turned around
To that very moment
Where I found myself unable to--

How did I get here?
And why am I so afraid to continue?
And how DARE I feel so alone...
I know it's all in my head.

And I don't know where I'm going with this...
My Final, desperate cry for help.
To ears that would never bother to listen
to tears that were never let lose before.
And How I found it so rude.
That the gear forgot its own heart
Because no one really--

And what was it that ate my confidence up?
And left me here, barely alive?
And could I ever, if I dared
trust what I had such strong faith in ever again?
So tonight, I'm through...
As I lay severed upon this floor.
Were I to recall again
That strong emotion I have come to dissolve?